J: I'm left with the awful gut wrenching feeling that if only I'd said the right thing, something different, something that would have touched his heart (if he in fact has one!) then I could have turned it all around and had a different outcome, even though I know in reality that he'd already made his decision and nothing I said or did would have changed his mind. Feel so desolate. I'm so stupid...
F: I know exactly how you feel - it's cruel isn't it but you're the victim of an organising principle that's about exploiting your love and care and not validating it. It's hard not to feel angry and cheated and it's impossible to make someone care when they don't. I'm so sorry baby, I know how much it hurts.
J: I know you're right but I'm still so in love with him regardless. I just don't understand how he could willingly decide to enter an arranged marriage with someone he admits he's not in love with...
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Our lives mirror each others with an uncanny accuracy Jacie.
I've come to believe that people are indeed in charge of there own destiny, yet many accept their life is as it must be for some strange reason.
I'm sorry we cant save people from themselves. I guess we'll just have to battle within ourselves to ensure we don't settle for less than we deserve :)
let's never 'settle for' anything or anyone! I think some people prefer to do what's expected of them as it's less of a risk than making your own choices. Personally I'd rather be alone than with someone I wasn't crazy in love with... but unfortunately it's looking more and more like I'll be alone which is a horible thought and might I suppose eventually lead me to settle for... Oh god I hope not!
We do seem to have an odd synchronicity going on which is strangely comforting. Let's just hope that someday soon we both find our some kind of wonderful...:)
Excellent film reference there Jacie :)
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